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My first attempt at writing scottish style poetry.

Doomed in Luve

O're sky and O're sea
Love has flown awa' from me,
Doomed in life,
Cursed in luve,
Nary a wife
For me shall be
-The Lord Lockinvar aka Jarin

Summer is almost over. How much more can I buy? DUN DUN DUN

Buys of the Summer for Me
Weapons
Compound Bow
Nunchucks
Air Soft Pistol
Air Soft Pistol Ammo
Long dagger
Belt dagger
2nd Air Soft Pistol
Set of Three Black Thin Ninja Blades (short sword, long dagger and dagger. Comes in a black sheath that fits nicely on the back)
Another Air Soft Pistol
Paintball Ammo for pistols
Throwing axe
Throwing axe
Throwing axe
Throwing knife
Kama Set
Blowgun

Games
Battle For Middle Earth

Random
Small Binoculars with belt case
Celtic Clover Ring
Yo Yo
Huge bottle of Super Glue
Lighters

Books
Prose Edda (viking book)
Harry Potter 1
The Horse and His Boy (my favorite narnia book)
Prince Caspian
Voyage of the Dawn Treader
Edgar Allan Poe "complete tales and poems"
The Fall of the House of Usher
Edgar Allan Poe 10 greatest mysteries
The 47 Ronin
The Count of Monte Cristo
The Spine of the World
Return of the King (my 6th with a diff cover)
The Book of Unfinished Tales
History of Middle Earth 1
History of Middle Earth 2
Politically Correct Bedtime Stories
The Sword of King James
Lord Brocktree
Poetry Collection of Lord Byron
Gods and Heroes of Viking Mythology
Romantic Scottish Poems
The Red Gauntlet (sir walter scott)
Another sir walter scott book I cant pronounce
Tales of a Grandfather
Some "Terry Goodkind" book, dont remember that title either (its not easy to remember 17 book titles in one sitting)

Record- 17 books bought in one day for 23 dollars

Tonight I got in an arguement with my mother and sister. So I put on black pants, black vest, black leather arm bracers, black nunchucks, my black belt pouch with two ninja stars and black shoes. Went for a walk in the woods, practiced stalking in my yard, climbed trees and got on the roof of my two story house. Its about 40 feet up or so. My family was up so I practiced being quiet and stalking up there. Then I took out my black binoculars from my black belt pouch and watched the stars. Like 3 minutes later I saw a shooting star. Sweet. It was fun and calmed me down nicely.

Oh and you remember the poem I posted two posts back, and said I entered a contest? Yeah stupid thing is gonna be published. Retards.

In highschool I could only run one full court game before I needed a good break. After two I was beat. Three was just about too much. Tonight I played four full court games and ran way more than I did in highschool and afterwards, I felt great. I love getting in shape. Im so much stronger than last year.

I got bit by a spider tonight. I dont feel so good

Sweet. I bought a compound bow from a guy at work. Its painted camo, 80 pound draw, comes with a quiver that latches on the bow, a sight also attached to the bow, four arrows and tips and a large carrying case. 150 bucks. Sweet. 

Currently Listening All the Things She Said By T.A.T.U. see related

One of the biggest blessings and worst curses of life is the unknown. There is infinate possibilities, options and actions available to us. There is no excuse for boredom. It is only the persons fault. We endure boredom because we have to and dont like it but its not like we dont have a choice.

One problem though is that we dont know much. Dont even argue with that. You know nothing. Compared to what there is to know, your knowledge is a grain of sand on the motherload beach of a billion miles.

I know so little. So little of life, so little of others and so little about me. I accept this as a part of life and as a goal of reaching more understanding. Right now I am happy. Not purely happy, there is too much bad, sad, depressing and horrid things in my life for that. In the moment... I am generally happy. I found that freedom gives me happiness. Freedom of government, (some) freedom from family and freedom to go where I want.

What puts me in a deep thinking and happy mood? My sisters and most importantly, mother are away for two nights on a "girl" gettaway. The longer the better.

Weird isnt it? Im called lazy, forgettful and untrustworthy all the time. When I am alone, I am never late for work. I do my homework more readily than usual and I do chores without being asked. I do better without my mother or sisters around. Much better. My dad doesnt count. He just comes home really late and either brings me pizza and movies or just talks to me for a few and then goes to bed. Hes mega cool.

Jarins Happiness

1. Freedom
2. Music
3. Lighthearted carefree fun company
4. Pizza
5. Combination of 1-4
6. Hanging with Inna an Cj, m'best buds

Inna got a little battery powered mini fountain at cvs. I loved it so I got one. MAN Its so cool. Im getting another.

Im probably gonna go play some midnight basketball with the guys at a gym tonight. Then I work the early shift tomorrow morning. This is my summer vacation. Like one week before my summer classes. Crap.

Im becoming more dangerous. Cutting off ties with many friends, narrowing it down for more simplicity and protection. Practicing with my bb gun pistol and rifle. Sword practices and other martial arts practices. Boxing now and then. Running, walking and jogging. Stalking quietly in the woods. Not to mention that I think about violence almost more than anything. Something doesnt feel right. I have a bad feeling that something violent will happen soon. Probably nothing but if it does, you can look at my xanga and be like OMG he was right!

Goals this summer
1. Grow up. No more immature Jarin.
2. Stop caring so much. Its time to focus on who I really care about. I will open up but in this time of life, i feel it is important to be more of a loner and protective.
3. Become a better fit better fighter
4. Find a new job
5. Get a car, license and laptop
6. Go to kansas to see cousin
7. Meet Innas parents
8. Get into a fight and win
9. Focus myself

My feelings at the moment? Fairly happy and not giving a schitt.

Currently Watching The Last Samurai (Widescreen Edition) see related

I entered a poetry contest. No way do I expect to win, I just wish I could see the horror on the persons face when they read my poem. I changed up an old poem and added a bit.

Death is Near

Death I do not fear

It is a friend to greet and cheer

Death comes to us all

Will you answer its call?

In the dark of night

Of thought beyond sight

From the depths of pain

And the mouths of the slain

Doom shall befall

To the ruin of all

Pain shall be had

In blood shall we be clad

Death! Death is near

Death! Death is here

Death comes to us all

Will you answer its call?

Death I do not fear

Death is here

Not my best work I think but it fits my finals week very well. I really like poetry. I should get back into it. I dont know the author but this one poet wrote a stanza that I havent forgotten in the four years since I read it.

No wisdom is better than this when known

That every hard thing is done alone

I think that sounds so cool. Again, fits my mood well. That added to my own death is near poem, some edgar allan poe and tolkien.... beautiful poetry to my soul.

Life kinda sucks now. I rarely see Inna (or anyone really) and I work a lot. Finals are hell. More and more bad news just keep popping up and more bad things happen. Its just not cool. What can ya do though? Just gotta grit your teeth, give life the finger and move on. You can pray and I do that if Im in the mood but im pretty defiant right now so the finger works well.